I've always wanted to become a dentist but in the last two yrs physics gave me real serious trauma , It gives me chills to thinj about it , I left all my social life and gave in to studying sadly my score isn't enough , With great difficult I have decided to try again next yr I literally spent the whole night crying and shivering in fear I'm still scared , it just feels like the world is caving in . a simple question like what line have you taken makes me cry . I've dreamt of a college life but no its not what fate gave in . all my friends have started college , everyone's having fun and here am I holding my breath and pressing the roof of mouth trying not to cry ! I hope it ends well I feel suffocated thinking of having to go through studying physics again Having no social life , 12 hrs of study no celebrations all over again and this time its even scarier coz I'm all alone all my classmates have moved on to college and I'm here drowning BDS is already a 5 yrs course they all shall b done studying by the time I get over with college I'm scared I'm cold I don't want to lose again I can feel my heart and it doesn't feel nice I'm feeling overwhelmed , but IG its worse for many more Its OK its gonna end happy At least that's my prayer.