Ever since I can remember, I am playing two roles in my life. To my friends and unknown people, I am full of life, jolly, talkative, fun girl and on the other hand to my family I am reserved person.
Because of conservative family, I don’t talk much at home, I cannot laugh openly, if I show them my true personality they gonna behave harshly with me. My family is very controlling that’s why I pretend all the time and never able to show my true self. I am not comfortable in calling my friends to home, what they gonna think when they find my other version at home.
This really takes a toll on my mental health, to maintain two personalities but it is what it is and I think I have to live with it all my life now.
A big thank you to LIFEIDEOLOGY, finally I can let this out 😔 🙏