Dreaming of becoming a dentist All I saw for the last two yrs was hardwork Pushed away my social life , no meeting up with friends etc etc I gave it my all but here we are my score wasn't enough to get me a government college .
Admits all the struggle one subject gave me a traumatic time where I reached a point that I gave up on it With great difficulty admitting the fact that I'd have to do it all over again I chose to answer again next yr To make things worse all my friends are already in college having a ball of a time meeting up hanging out and here m I holding my breath and pressing the roof of my mouth trying not to cry It was difficult I spent a whole night crying eyes puffed up but looking at it today I'm gald I did it I'm scared I still have a chill running my back But I'll take it one day at a time What everyone sees is 12 hrs of hardwork but its much more Its a whole messed up sleep schedule , tones of messed up hormones , anxiety , stress fear and no happy hang outs Its basically eat sleep neet repeat And its not nice.
As for rt now I can't afford to b driven my fear I am but I'm also read to face it I really don't know how , I really don't But all I'm trying to think of is the future me Turing and saying thank u for doing this. Its gonna be fine Its gonna b great even if it grates me apart it will b worth it.